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Ghost in the Machine

This post has some history. It began on my personal site, Original Purity and then landed over here to the first part of this two parter. Here is where my thinking stood.

If a negative emotional event (such as being bullied) occurs in a place that it is energetically significant (e.g. a power centre) then that place becomes haunted.

This isn’t too startling as it is the same theory of ghosts. A ghost being the energetic remains of a person who is dead. The way in which this differed is that it would be a ghost of a person that is still alive.

Even so, hardly startling to us who work with energies. The next leap of intuition took me deep out of my belief comfort zone. My intuition told me to ask this question…

• Does my energetic double visit these ghost places? Yes! My intuition was on a roll.
• Does it visit them in the time frame that they occurred? Yes.
• Our energetic double can time travel back in time? Yes.
• Is it bound to visit these places? Yes.
• All such personal ghost places? Yes.

What a curious, startling and puzzling discovery.

Can a positive emotional experience leave a positive energy ghost in a power place? Yes. Is the energy double bound to visit those places too? Yes.

Why?

It seems that for some as yet to be determined reason my energy double visits the time-space position of emotional-energy charged events that took place on power centre. I have to stress that this is a highly speculative theory at the moment. I want to explore this a lot more before I lend my name to it.

Kal Malik – truly on the Edge

Over on my personal blog I have been exploring my experiences of being bullied at school. Here are the links:

1. Bullying at School
2. Bullying and Judgement
3. Bullying and Forgiveness

It was fascinating and personally challenging to write so openly about the experiences. But I had ulterior motive. And that was because I had found something interesting energetically and I wanted to explore that here.

As the final post in the above tells, many years ago I thought I had dealt with my past by forgiving all the people who I had thought and felt had done me down. That was many moons ago and I was less adept at the time with working with energy, being more of an explorer and investigator.

As I wrote the above set of articles I wondered about the energetic implications and whether forgiveness had worked on an energetic level too (I had felt that it had done so on an emotional level). In the midst of writing the above I was scheduled for a trip to Derbyshire, quite close to the Nine Ladies sacred site and so I saved my dowsing and querying for that time.

It was a gorgeous sunny day at the Nine Ladies. The time was about 3pm and I, rarely for this time of the year, had the place to myself. Here is a guide to how I started off with the questioning:

• Is there any energetic significance to emotional experiences such as bullying. Yes (I was expecting this)
• Does forgiveness play a part in releasing any negative energetic consequences of bullying? Yes (Oh, okay)
• Before I had forgiven the people in my past was there an energetic effect on me from those experiences? Yes
• Did forgiving them release that energetic effect? Yes/No (if you recall we a couple of years ago we were introduced to a new movement of the rods, where one swung in and the other remained out. This kind-of meant that we were on the right track and that the question wasn’t good enough)
• So, was it released in some cases but not others? Yes
• Did it not release some because they are stronger experiences? No
• Did it not release some because they are stronger emotions? No, Stronger Energies? No.

I was confused (and again, I have to tell you that many in-between questions were asked before the above was determined. It is rarely as linear as that).

• Was most of the energy released? Yes. In terms of percentages how much was released? 99% That sounded good until I asked whether the 1% was having a detrimental effect? Yes.

Why? And Why? Were the questions that played in my mind as I walked around the beautiful Nine Ladies. Then I had an intuitively leap (quite probably because I was at a power place).

• Was the 1% still remaining because they had occurred at a place that had energetic significance? Yes!Wow! Seriously!Where they at a sacred site? No. Just a place of energetic significance. A power center? Yes. Interesting!

I asked whether I could distant dowse the location of one. Yes. Was there one that was at the school I used to go to? Yes. I mentally imagined the layout of the school, not in great detail and dowsed. Narrowing it down finally to a particular spot, which was the strongest energy point.

Having blocked out my school days from my memory many years ago and then recovered them (for the forgiveness ceremonies) I still have vague accounts of them and couldn’t think of any that matched with the place I had just dowsed.

It was an innocuous place in a corridor, just outside of my 4th year maths class room. Since bullying was a bit of an everyday occurrence I am sure that it must have happened at that spot too. But I couldn’t recall any significant event (indeed I can’t recall any that were more significant than others).

Time line therapy is a practice that is occasionally used by therapists and coaches to get to source memories. Essentially the premise is that our subconscious can lead our conscious to emotional events of the past and release the hold that such may have (oddly wikipedia does not have a description for me to link to).

I attempted a variant on this to see if I could access the memory. “I command my subconscious mind to take me to the memory of the event that took place outside my maths classroom that has left a residual energy signature” Or something like that. I sat against a (dowsed good place) stone and let my mind wander over my biography.

After many moments of (is it that) a memory kept recurring. It was of a time when I had been beaten up by another kid, who in turn had been bullied into it (more in this link: Bullying and Forgiveness). After getting no other hits I got up and dowsed for the answer.

• Was this the event that had caused the negative energy effect? Yes. Was it remarkable because the place where it occurred was a power center? Yes.

Then a truly quantum leap in intuition occurred and I wondered if this had created some kind of a ghost effect at the place in the school? Yes. Wow! So could this be considered to be a ghost as defined by an energetic imprint of a person? Yes. If a sensitive person went to that place would they see a ghost? Yes/No. What?

I sat down to ponder this result whilst having my lunch. What an interesting finding and there was more to come. But you will have to wait until after lunch for that.

Kal Malik Ghost Hunting

As a paranormal investigator I have had the fortune of investigating several cases of poltergeist activity and have read and researched many other cases. Putting Hollywood horror genre initiatives to the side for the moment. As far as current understanding goes there are a few distinctive features concerning Poltergeist haunting (or activity).

The first is that they do not harm people. Although people have had things thrown at them and indeed in one case I researched, a woman was dragged down her stairs by the hair. When she reached the bottom, she could find no bruises or other injuries on her body.

The second is that the paranormal affects that they produce are often prank-ful or childish, an example is that of moving objects that people are looking for. Teleportation (and seemingly object creation – apports) are quite a common indicator of Poltergeist activity.

The third is that in many (if not all) cases a pubescent child is involved, or someone who is going through emotional and physical struggles. This is a really good indicator of a Poltergeist as in many cases when the child (or suspect) has left the premises the effects stop occurring.

The fourth curious point is that the effects don’t follow the person if that person is sent to another home. Which would suggest that it is a combination of person and place.

The thought that an Energetic Double might be equated with Poltergeist came to me as I was pondering its child-like nature. The hypothesis that I will put forward is this…

A person (pubescent child) going through emotional/physical changes in an environment (home) that has a particular type of energy combines to release that child’s Energetic Double. This double then wreaks Poltergeist-ic havoc in the environment until the persons emotional/physical state changes or the energy state of the home/environment changes.

I know that this is a pretty wild hypotheses but it would give an investigator a starting point when trying to deal with a Poltergeist.

Kal Malik – theorist

It was a dry-ish Saturday morning when I got up and had the desire to go and seek adventure. However as Gwas pointed out, “What purpose?” and to be quite frank I couldn’t find one. So instead I high-tailed it to Costa coffee shop and relaxed with a book and cake.

However upon my return to my lodgings I still felt the urge to be “out-there” and so I decided to take the car for a drive. It sits unused all week and so it’s good for it to be taken for a reasonable drive during the weekends.

Just to get me moving I plugged in Avebury into the sat-nav and was off. Between where I am staying and the M5 motorway is one singular link(ing) road of around 40 miles. It is a tiresome road I have to say and I don’t relish driving it, but since its the only way out-o-here I was on it in moments.

Hitch Hiker and the philosophical lesson

I got to about 5 miles on the link road when I spotted an out-stretched thumb. I drove past it without a thought and within moments reconsidered. I wasn’t going anywhere in particular I reasoned, lets see if this hitcher has some fantastic place to be going to? So I flipped the car around and was off to pick him up.

As he got into the car I said to him, “mate, its your lucky day, wherever you want to go, I’m your man!” At that moment, I was ready to go anywhere petrol would take me. Sadly the universe missed a trick and the fella only wanted a short journey of some 30 miles up the road.

Martyn by name, he was a kindly soul who without encouragement dispensed his wisdom and views of life, love, peace and balance. Promising to be in touch he vanished out of my life some 30 minutes after appearing in it.

I continued on along my journey to no-where at roughly 60 miles an hour.

Cheddar Gorge and reuniting with my energetic double.

The M5 gave me many options, Glastonbury, Stonehenge (which was closed the last time I visited before xmas. Or more city oriented places such as Bristol. This latter (1 more hours drive) took my fancy and I continued along the straight and rather repetitive motorway.

At one point some 30 or so minute later I spotted a sign for Cheddar Gorge and Caves. With virtually no thought at all my car steered itself of the road and went off in search of this Gorge. Even as I wondered at why I had decided to come of in this direction a thought struck me…

It was time to re-merge with my energy double! Wow really? Back in Alderley Edge, 2 weeks ago, when I had released it, I had said that it would need to return in 3 weeks. But it seems that this prognosis was going to be out by a week. But who was I to argue? So with that purpose in mind I wound my way towards Cheddar Gorge.

Parking my car by the very apt sign, FREE PARKING ~ Rocks can fall at any time. I put some protection around it, You never know, right? and followed my rods as they led me on a winding and muddy path up the side of the gorge.

As you know me and heights dont mix and luckily the rods knew this too and after a climb of some 40 feet in height they twirled. I asked whether this was a suitable place to call my ED? No.

What? I looked around for some indication as to why this spot had been picked out. On the ground was a golf ball sized piece of quartz. I asked the rods whether this was why they stopped and would I be needing this, yes and yes.

Odd though, because I had only asked to be shown the best place to call my ED. I carried on along the path which was now getting quite high and narrow! The rods stopped again and this time I felt that it was the ‘right’ place. I was mistaken and again found another piece of quartz on the ground.

The third stop, now well up the cliff, almost near the top was to be the place. According to the indication of the rods I placed the two crystals one on either side of me, slightly above my head. I remembered this time to use a rock as a point of deflection and mentally sent out ‘my’ song. It took just a few moments for the soft whoosh to push me back and I knew I was again housing my ED.

I rather wish it was a more spectacular experience, but alas I report un-embellished.
I asked the rods, whether I was done and after a bit of intuitive honing in I understood that I had to cleanse the two crystals of my personal energy, which I did with intention and washing in a cold stream.

The path down the slope was quite a tricky affair and with no trees to energetically bind myself to I nearly took a slip a couple of times. The caves that had been advertised on my journey to the gorge were closed for some reason and so I was off, in no particular direction.

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Readers may recall that the odd time or two, due to our in experience, we have been called back to sites to correct a previous error. Breaking up our personally created Stone Circles at Dyserth Castle being one such example.

My recent (Winter 2010) experiences had me accidentally leaving behind a host of Energetic Shades at Woodhenge. I say accidentally but it was intentioned by the shades. Having discovered this ruse a few days ago, I decided to ask whether there would be any negative consequences of this move.

As usual, such questions are much more appropriately asked at Sacred sites, thus I persuaded Gwas (with a mere email) to go out on a cold (-6) frozen Boxing Day to one of my favourite (though not often visited) sites, Mitchell’s Fold.

Gwas had just returned from two weeks in Canada and this had two beneficial effects:

1. He hadn’t been out to a British Sacred site for a while and thus was ameniable to a whole day out in the wilds.
2. He had plenty of cold weather gear, which as readers know I am lacking in.

Our first stop was going to be an ancient Yew (not The Ancient Yew) but we couldn’t see it from the road and the snow being nearly a foot deep didn’t enthuse us to clamber across fields. So Mitchels Fold was our first trek out of the car and boy was it freezing! Minus 6 as I said.

We made our way to the kingstone and then into the circle itself. I was not surprised to find that (in the winter) my best location in the site had changed to a stone some three away from my usual (summer) “best place to be”.

This also happened to be the place to ask questions so as Gwas prepared a ceremony for his work I walked back and to by this stone trying to discern whether I had erred in my Shade move.

Interestingly, Gwas commented that perhaps I had done Barnstaple a favour by removing them from the town center. To which I responded by asking him, what would the effects be of placing a huge new energy in a sacred place like Woodhenge?

In between trying to keep my hands warm (as the song lyrics go) and staying out of the occasional blast of cold wind I managed to figure out that. At the moment at least no damage was/is being done. However as the Sun months grow then consequences would be more profound. Would they be good or bad? Again this was for some reason undecided? How would they be decided? Alas not a questions the rods can answer.

Again, I was left with the frustration of not knowing. I will be honest, I am tempted to just go and get them shades and drop them off where they belong (or rather where they were before).

Kal Malik – NOT a taxi service for Shades!

My learning about having an Energetic Double and then pursuing a quest to merge with is documented in these
posts. Energetic Double It has been 1 week and a half since I merged with this “thing” and I thought I would update you with some of my findings (yes in just one week). I am building a working theory…

I think that we all have a energetic double. This double isn’t really a double as such, it could be called an aspect of you (me) but I think the word “double” is sound because it is like having another you that can go off and do stuff. This double, for the most part isn’t self-aware, perhaps its a animalistic in its nature. I don’t know. I also don’t know where it resides when it is not self-aware. Perhaps it is inside of us (i.e. merged) or maybe it wanders the energy realms.

• Hmmm…could this be a type of “entity” awareness that we have encountered?

At some point however it may gain self-awareness (again I don’t as yet know how or why or if all do). This, I suppose is
akin to it being born. and in a related sense it “leaves” us. I think that at this stage it is like a child that has un-believable
energetic powers.

• Hmmm…note to self…has this any relation to Poltergeist?

Once it is born, it very much doesn’t like the idea of being merged again with its double (to play with the word). In fact it may put out ideas that to try to re-merge would be dangerous and deadly. Which is odd now that I think of it because we are merged prior to it gaining self-awareness. Anyway, we can become merged with it again (see all posts link above). If we do this then the following early set of observations have been made…

(A) If your not focused then it will occasionally interrupt your thoughts and suggest solutions to
problems that are fantastical and impossible. Fortunately this isnt the kind of “hearing voices” that potentially stems from Schizophrenia. It is more like having an idea yourself – but it is too far-fetched.

(B) Just once (sofar) it has made me done something…

I was out with friends for a meal and we were walking along a busy street. There were some Police people standing around keeping the peace. There was one Police Lady who was particularly attractive I thought
and as I passed behind her, I completely and un-characteristicly pulled on her small pony tail.

• Can I just say that I had absolutely no alcoholic drink that evening.

I was shocked at my own action, which had no preceding thought. I was stopped by anther officers and accused of “Assaulting an Officer” a bit harsh but fortunately an apology to the Police Lady sufficed to free me from being “done”.

I puzzled over my behaviour and so did my friends, was this the first signs of senility? I related the tale to my Sister and she said, in her own “big sis” way, Are you a child? It was this suggestion that got me thinking about my Energy Double? So it was out with dowsing rods, which confirmed that “it” had been behind the incident.

(C) Over the last week or two I have been driving some long distances in potentially hazardous snow and ice conditions. Occasionally I have worried or thought to put trips off because of it. But my Energy Double has “popped-in” and said that it would be okay. Now, I don’t have enough samples of this to say whether it is a coincidence, a prediction or changing the world to make it real. But it’s something that I will be keeping an eye on.

(D) By far it doesnt like being merged and although I haven’t dowsed this, I suspect that merging is more of a connecting with it rather than it being permanently “inside” of me. So there you have it, early experiences with my Energy Double (I really must come up with a better name for it).

Kal Malik – Merged

The 2010 winter solstice evening was around -8 degrees, crystal clear and a full moon. Rather than my usual any-weather gear I decided to add a couple of more layers on for protection of the mundane kind.

I went out for an evening stroll, enjoying the Christmas lights and the fullness of the moon shining down upon me. The streets were clear as it was around 10pm (way past everyone’s bedtime in these ‘ere farming parts).

The roads were (radio 4 treacherously) icy so I didnt fancy going for a drive to some exotic energetic location however I did feel the need, so as it was the only place in the offing I meandered in the direction of St Annes church, the site of many Energetic Shrouds as I discovered earlier (see post here).

As I arrived at the portal-like entrance to the back streets, I stopped to protect myself with an extra layer of energy and felt the sizzle of my Energy Double glow too. Hmmm I wonder what effect that would have here?

I stepped/slid my way down the old paved stones and felt odd. It was odd because I couldn’t feel the usual “pull” of energy from the shrouds. I paused by the wall of the church, partly to steady myself on the snow and reflected on this feeling. My first thought was, wow! This new Energy was well good at protection. But I had a niggling fancy and dropped my protection to see if it had any effect,none. Not a frankfurter. What was going on?

As er fortune would have it I had my dowsing rods in my satchel so I did a quick bit of dowsing. Was I being affected by Energetic Shrouds? No. Was it because of my protection? No. Was it because of my Energetic Double? No. Was it for some other reason? (obviously) Yes.

A thought occurred to me, were there any Energetic Shrouds near me? No. Take me to the nearest Energetic Shroud, now I knew the place was loaded with them from past dowsing, right so there should be one quite close by.

I found one right on the other side of the square and in the process was nearly caught, rod handed, by some late-night revellers.

But there should have been more than that?

• Are there many Energetic Shrouds here? No.
• In comparison to the last time I dowsed how much less are they? 10% No,
• 30% No, 50% No – wow! seriously!
• 80% No.

Eventually, I got to 97% less shrouds than when I last dowsed. What “was” going on?

• Was this because it was a Solstice? No,
• Full moon? No.
• Any astro phenomena? No

Oh My Gods (Shiva, Shakti, God, Allah, Yehovah, Kahooli…), a single thought struck me and I was totally thrown by it. I couldn’t even dowse it for a moment as I reeled at the…at the what? Shock?

Was this because they had been taken away by me in the rose quartz crystals and left at Woodhenge (see this post and this post 16th December)?

YES!

I had forgot! I had completely forgot that I had taken the Shrouds from here in the crystals. I had forgotten that fact when I was hastily leaving the crystals behind.

Another thought occurred to me:

• Was it the shrouds that had made me hurry from the Woodhenge? Yes,
• Was it so that I would leave them behind and not realise it? Yes
• Was this what they wanted? Yes

O well I suppose if it was what they wanted then no harm done, right? I asked the rods, “Was that a good thing to do?” fifty/fifty. I got the left rod turning and the right staying solidly forward.

My hands were totally frozen now (no gloves alas) So I quickly shot off one more question…

• Is it because it is undetermined as yet whether it will turn out for the better? Yes.

Didnt’ I tell you that shrouds are tricky beasts? I have a feeling that I might be going to Woodhenge again to fix this.

I slipped and slid back home, pondering this “usage” of my goodself.

Kal Malik – feeling used